I have identified many opportunities and have also called out many opportunities.

But I still haven't made my first bucket of gold.

I am arrogant and prejudiced, while being dominated by inner greed and fear.

I am so arrogant that I want to lower the cost price below that of the front of the car.
I regret not understanding the opportunities in the early stages.
I am greedy enough to want to accurately buy low and sell high.
I fear every pullback.

Sensitivity to price, pursuit of cost, reluctance to heavily invest, unwillingness to chase highs, and inability to withstand pullbacks.

These have caused me to miss the opportunity for my first pot of gold time and again.

Although I have improved my life, I am not here to improve my life; what I want is to realize my ideals.

A profit pullback is just a minor improvement in life, but missing out on selling makes me feel like I am brushing past my ideals. Therefore, for me, missing out on selling seems to be more painful than a profit pullback.

I am becoming more and more disgusted with this feeling.

I originally changed my name to Cola, hoping to buy my own Coca-Cola just like old Buffett, but I haven't achieved that at all.

I easily picked up the Gate, but also easily gave up the watermelon further away.