I have been lost in the crypto world for five years. Last week, I borrowed 50,000 yuan to make a final effort, hoping to double my investment, but I ended up losing everything on the SIRen coin. Over the years, I estimate I’ve lost about 10 million RMB of principal, and now I owe 400,000. I am facing lawsuits from various banks and harassment from online lenders! I used to run a company that could earn 300k yuan a month, but after getting involved in crypto contracts, I barely managed the business, which has now basically gone bankrupt. Now I have elderly parents and young children to support. I regret countless days and nights. My mindset has worsened, my health has declined, my temper has worsened. Reflecting on all my trades, big and small, I’ve achieved some good results, but they never last. I’ve been wiped out in days. My biggest problem is that I didn’t strictly follow a trading system, and I was especially prone to getting caught up in the moment—over-leveraging and repeatedly cutting losses. I realize that if I don’t change now, I will never turn things around. My life will be ruined. Everyone, please remember to strictly follow trading discipline as a warning. Starting today, I will strictly follow all my orders and share my daily trading journal to hold myself accountable. Only by doing this can I have a chance to turn things around! Below are some of my losses from certain exchanges; I haven’t even counted the losses from secondary platforms!! Starting today, I will share my daily turnaround trading journal.