Give up, I've been playing for a few years, and this year I lost my last bit of savings.

Now I also have no job, last year I decided not to play anymore, but I still secretly played.
I always thought I was very smart, looked down on my wife's honesty and simplicity, didn't dare to try, now I realize I am the idiot.
I wish those who remain continue to fight against fate, play the game of human weakness, all the savings of these two years, over 500,000 yuan, are gone.
I'm not playing anymore, work hard and save some money honestly, cherish life, stay away from contracts.
Now I only have a few yuan on me, can't even buy a cigarette.
I'm f***ing getting married next month, and I’ve already lost all the bride price money.
What should I do